Don’t blame yourself mate. Similar thing happened to me with a bloke I’d known for 11 years. One night after shrooms he just came out with something. I went straight to the police and told them to sort the fuucker out before I do. Haven’t spoken to him since but I did try to kill him last year when he tried to talk to me and had to be dragged off him while I was trying to stamp on the cnuts head Piece of shit lives around the corner from me Ffs.
How could I have actually been this pricks friend? The shit that goes through your mind, fuuck! Makes you need therapy