Mate, I can only echo what the other lads have said.
I like to talk about this stuff because I think you should but the reality, no, nobody cares.......so you can’t care either or it just breaks you and you wind up moving to the back arse of Ireland whittling f***ing spoons ! Lol
This stuff isnt that high up on people’s list, they ain’t bad people, they just think about other stuff.......that’s life I’m afraid.