Hmmm. I think that says rather a lot about you. And not in a good way.
The words selfish, self centred and irresponsible spring to mind. No decent dog man worth his salt would contemplate lining an elderly bitch of unknown age ("she must be 8 at least") to produce a first litter. You had to try her three times and everything went "fine....ish".....??? Pratt.
Oh....and if you use the 'old chestnut' that I'm a woman again, you'll make yourself look even more of a twerp than you already are.
Go away and learn how to look after dogs properly before you spout such drivel.