my spirits funnily enough francie at the moment, i couldnt give a monkies, ive two choices in life, i either end up riddled we it. or survive, ive reached a decent age, and ive helped others family along the way who have succomed to the awfull disease, im in hospital hands now, nowt else i can do, they told me, my endoscopy showed no cancer in stomach, just under my left arm pit, and im having an operation shortly to have the cancer sucked out, lol doctors words not mine , thats me done on the subject now, thats untill ive actually had the op, thanks