Thanks lads, im a f***ing miserable owd git i know, i shouldnt be dumping this on you, its just i have 3 different hospital appointments this week, and im all in wi worry, cant help the way i am, so there u go, i havent even told my daughter yet, shes on holiday,, that endoscopy i had yesterday at the hospital, gave me a sheet to fill out, one of the risks of an endoscopy, was death, i have that sheet in my hand, and now ive been told by the hospital.that prior to my finger amputation, to stop a certain stroke tablet clopidogrel, or they cannot do any further surgery on me and to go on aspi