Poor sod had enough, simple as that, how much can you take, sin 1964, ive lost my 1st wife in her 30s, mum in her 50s, dad in his 50s, sister in her 30s, brother in his 20s, wife left me wi 2 girls to bring up, selfish of me i know, but id had enough, prodded living room ceiling wi a knitting needle thought id found a beam, strung myself up, and jumped, all the feckin ceiling came down on top of me, and from that day on, now aged 68, im one of the happiest blokes you could ever wish to meat, got myself a lovely partner now, got my health, got my dogs, and blessed wi a sense of humour, i can ho