im just deluding myself gnash, another 3 week lockdown, same for everyone im aware of that, but somewhere along the line i did post that that isolation would get me, and its working, i can remember the times, not long ago, i used this forum to post of my outings wi dog n ferrets, what a life i had wanted for nowt, come home to a beaming smile on the wifes face, now even she has gone , and believe it or not, some of these posts you guys put up, are heart rending to me, most upsetting, im deadly serious now, and not one member of this forum, wont agree with me in all honesty, id be better off ou