I can relate to this, I'm the same and after having tried just about every PCP there was up until about 5 years ago, I've ended up with a Daystate Huntsman, a Gunpower Stealth and a HW90. The Huntsman is a collectors rifle in my opinion and although I've had it for sale, I won't be tempted to "give" it away, the Stealth is my ideal PCP, lightweight TDR that you can throw around in the field without breaking your bank account and as for the HW90.............I love it and would be very tempted to swap one of the PCP's for a carbine version as they are so dependable