I think am just frustrated mate ..no one can tell me anything I dont allready know...its something I'll live with ...I have so much to offer my famly and frends but unfortunately my mind wonders...am still at the stage were I feel it's a weakness..and probly allways will..I tell myself most days just 2 man up but it's really not as simple as that....I carnt be happy as I no what will come after...so I just keep fighting for a few goles I have...