tb25
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Gives me a certain confidence
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Am terrible at writing down how I think and feel..I haven't the word mate.. I walk out the gym feeling a million pound..I work my back alot..makes me stand tall...I would say its like a drug to me now..and a bloddy good one. I have so much to say but I carnt put pen to paper..if I could you would get a assay lol
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It's very sad when you think about mate..but it's a real thing..
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Your last post sums it up..I felt free and happy...with out being free.. Ffs my probation officer thought this mans tapped when I told her I have no problem going back lol
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We no your not with the amount of woman you get by lol
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As much as they take the piss and have the banter I think alot of the old school on here are..kind of why I open up on here sometimes..most no when am drunk to so take a wide bearth..lol..
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Most men will never feel that feeling mush mate...
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I honestly don't think what I have is depression Some months back I was diagnosed with bpd....took a long time. Now they beleave I may have other things going on.. But to be diagnosed takes a long long time...
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This new job is very temporary...am hoping to be working back out doors soon.. I won't give up on my fight ..it comes and goes..everyday you never no... Taking your own life takes so much balls and some think it's the easy way out..its not.. Am hoping in a few years I can help others..
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A simple life is a good life wilf.. I certainly put to much pressure on myself..
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I beleave some are some are not...some times the brain just isn't right..exercise and keeping busy is so important...but very hard on the body..I sleep 3 hours a day..have done for years now ..I recently left my job after 6 years..better hours..lifes moving in a positive way..
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I use to thing totally different about woman..not sure where it stems from tbh..maybe childhood...but she's a gooden..
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She certainly does mate...I'll be honest I have f****d up some really good relationships up over the year..this f****r here is as strong as a ox...she's got my back as I have hers... Loves the dogs..I took her out on the hares not long after we met..she loved it..she was there 2 when my other dog hurt her self out and seen what can happen working dogs.. God I miss that dog...am hard work dotty..but a heart of gold..
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I had full custody of my son 2015 I got him..he was 8... When it all came out what my boy put up with..I lost it..I tryed so hard to let it go...I couldn't.. I should off...for his sake..not because how I felt..he felt his mother left him them now I did...I couldn't let the bloke who scared a child walk free...he's 15 now and just moved back in..my mrs is great with him..and me...broke my heart he lost me gor a while though..
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Never been in to crime mate..wasent in jail for that..I beat 2 people up who was mentally abused my son..no regrets there
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I think the routine helped me
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Yes things could be worse lol. Sound mate
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Talked with professional people since I was 3 mate..am 39 now.. The best I ever felt when I did prison for the first time 2 years back as mad as the sound..I felt content..
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I honestly do see it as a weakness..
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And this is how I feel...I have lost the will and fight in me...it took My manhood..like a child who is living in a man's world ...but living in a man's world.. You lose your manhood..what's left?
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I believe some do 2...but its definitely a real thing...
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Both woman and men mate..and children
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As said stan..just my personal feeling..and experience.. Over there years I have come to the conclusion know one can help me but me.. The fight continues..but I do no myself that I won't ever be normal or like other men..that's a fact..
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But saying that I did chose to self medicate witch had devastating consequences..
