Best just to be happy in your own choice of god mate, I don’t need to explain or justify anything I,m a very simple son of the soil type and to me Mother Nature is all around me I can see her, smell her and feel her effects and see how we are displeasing her and when we have pissed her off enough she will send us a real pandemic or other huge natural disaster to knock us back to the beginning and just as it says in your book the meek will once again inherit the earth, it’s just the merry go round of life mate but if there is money involved it’s generally a con, and Mother Nature does not wal