BPD ,is a pretty broad spectrum ,you will probably benefit from some cognitive therapy plus medication ,push your GP on it ,,,it's one of the things they tend to throw medication at and forget about it ,..drink is definitely a no no .
It's all seems a bit sinister what's going on in silicon valley ,...there are lots of things you can type in from art ,history ,sexuality ,gender absolutely anything with similar results .
Smells can evoke memories for heterosexuals too ....a smell of river mud and I'm back to my childhood playing on the foreshore ,a whiff of Daz and I'm back helping my mam with washing ,with one of them mangle things on the top of the tub ,
Just the sound of rain on my tarp ....and I'm back in Nam ,the rainy season ..the rice paddies ..Charlie whispering in the dark... Lt Bukowski whimpering bout missing home ....the cries of the wounded calling for their mamas ....the darkness ...the bleak lonely everlasting darkness......
Because a person hasn't ( yet ) been moved by any particular artwork ,be it painting ,sculpture of whatever ,doesn't mean art can't get into you soul and knock you for six ,it can and does ,it doesn't have to be an art versus music versus nature scenario ,when your moved ..your moved !
Don't listen to mushy ,he's too small to matter ..when you have experienced that feeling ( Nietzche called it Rausch )it doesn't matter if your looking at a work of art ,lists ing to music or walking in the woods ,you have no say in the matter ,subjectivity and taste don't come into it .
I tend to agree with max ,nobody can match Furys achievements ,. To win a version of the heavywieght title with such a limited skillset is surely unique ,to make as much noise s he does about being a fighting man ,while devoting his entire career to not being hit is unheard of ,to get as far as he has while being as ordinary is a hate off well done .moment that deserves recognition .