You are right and you are very welcome to take the piss, I don’t have a lot of feelings about stuff like that and am sorry if it’s true and I offended you, I already accept I have had the best years and everything here on in is a bonus, the human body is designed to last around 40 years really so we are all living on borrowed time so just crack on and enjoy the ride, once you overcome your fear of dying and just accept it as the next natural step life becomes a hole lot easier, I may react differently when ;I’m staring down the barrel but at the moment I’d probably laugh, sorry if it’s hard to