Sorry cant agree following orders is no reason for murder.You should do what you feel is morally right.
very easy to say that nowadays mate,didnt you once tell me,never judge a man till you have walked in his shoes?said it before war never ever brings out the good in people only the bad.i cant honestly believe you would rather take a bullet in the skull rather than follow orders no matter how distastefull you might or might not find them.if you are being honest then your a better man than most.first thing in human make up is to preserve ones own life.
What i did say was you cant