Have confidence in yourself, take your time and find your own Routine. Practise, practise, practise and even more practise. All will eventually fall into place, good luck.
Welcome and pleasant times.
All the best
One has to work through it mac, hopefully something comes along to bring us back onto our road. The good thing is that to my mind you took your time to think about it without acting on the spur of the moment. Hope you are back on your road soon mate. Pleasant times.
All the best