Am going to give it a genuine go from today onwards mate.
The Mrs is of today so we're going for a good few hour mooch with the dog then abit of food somewhere.
My sons up later to pick his new phone up I got him yesterday and to hit the gym.
The key is for me I think is using my spare time constructively and not picking a can up .
I won't be drinking tonight .
Thanks Stan.
No drugs stan mate.
And I have been real honest with myself particularly the past few months..am making moves ...but your right..the time for talking is over..it gets you no we're but feeling sorry for yourself.
Certainly time 2 man up so to speak pal.
100 persent agreed..
It's coming mate
Again I agree..
But these lumps in my mouth ain't fake I no that lol.
Am full of mental health..I hate that term.but I suffer bpd.ocd. obviously anxiety panic attacks. Currently being diagnosed with bipolar.
And the biggest for me is not being a man..
Not looking for nothing of no one.i work daily pay my bills and feed all my kids..even the 2 I don't see.
Mate am just walking a path I was given