Aww thankyou LL, i am the same to be honest, losing my pup Ammo last year really made me think, it hit me hard and i felt like giving up working dogs altogether but in a way he made me stronger, i would much rather take the risk of my dogs going out working and dying prematurely doing what they loved than being cooped up indoors and die a premature death through obesity and all the problems that come with it. Me and Leah have had a tough few months together and at times has been testing but she has come through stronger than i thought she would and i can only hope she improves but whatever the