Agree with darcy 100 % on this, the dogs will be a way foryou to get out and stop mulling over stuff, and do something you enjoy.
Seems we all got our troubles, i hope you can manage to move forward from this, Nothing hurts more than things going pear shaped with the one you love....
Keep your chin up, And i hope you see some light at the end of the tunnel whenever you settle elsewhere...
Snap.