Im in the kitchen folks doing myself a meal, i havent stopped all day, same with the phone, none stop, anyways im doing a meal and i started think of the past, to think, a good 3 or 4 years ago, i was out each day with Nell, no matter what the weather, and no matter where she marked, i obliged with a ferret, god ive been in some sticky situations, but looking back, well brings tears of joy to me, then it all went wrong, dear me did it go wrong, nowt worse than losing your best mate, RIP RUTHY so now im to be placed where i think best for me long term, but dont get me wrong, fit as fcuk, but