is it just me. despite having more permision than you can shake a stick at, theres something about boundries that takes over me, there i am lamping away and i come to a boundry be it a hedge, wall or gate. the natural thing to do would be to turn and walk the other way, but it never happens, something takes over my body, i can feel my thumb becoming heavier on that switch, everything in my head is screaming walk the other way but no, ive got to look, the urge is building and building and then without even realising the beam is scanning the distance at this point there is no going back. i must