Iv spent all day speaking to boys from all over the country explain the situation and not actually , come to terms with it all , I met John when I was 19 he taught me so much in the dog game we travelled the uk together either hunting or picking up dogs , we lost touch for a couple years just one them things we start speaking couple weeks ago he been doing great stopped smoking and really had a new lease of life we went out last Saturday had a good stomp a good crack and some good hunting ! We been playing a few more Iv been looking for a lurcher pup for him , I had a message off Rachael this