your right you wont pack them up (until ) your mind right fact , why don't you say to your self , right I going to treat me self to some new gear, even if its just to walk about in with your animals, or save the money for any vet bills you get, all this money from the cigs you don't by will soon pile up. so give your self a reason to stop and this will be one (your animals) and when you stopped in a year time , if you were not that far from me I pop down and take you for a mid day lunch , that a tester for you , as most people get cold turkey around pubs , etc where food+ dr