good luck mate ,once your through the worst of giving up you will see its the best decision you will have ever made,i had my problems when i was younger ,fell out and disowned by my old man,doing the dirty on my own mates,and nearly killing myself,to put it mildly i hit a low point and didnt think i was getting out,then something happend that gave me the kick up the arse i needed(see pic below).i have since built bridges with my dad,my good friends forgave my sins and i can now look forward instead of down,once again good luck and never quit quitting if you know what i mean