Adam, I was always told when your in a hole stop digging, you are 30 foot down and sinking fast, YOU f****d up, nobody else and its YOUR responsibility, you were offered a lot of sound advice and couldn't be arsed to follow it, now your pissing and moaning trying to justify it to strangers, the dog made a mistake, you decided to ignore good advice, you refuse to take responsibility and you want us to stroke your willy, wrap you in a blanket and pat your head whilst saying there there........You f****d it, you and nobody else, we all make mistakes but we all have to learn to take responsibility