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ok lads to thank you all for your kind words just doesn't seem enough . but ive nowt else to offer, had the stroke team in on Monday .they are pleased with my progress, but im just a bit unsteady on my pins, so macmillan and a nurse will be escorting me to the funeral, also a mental health team visit me every day, they are concerned for my safety, their words not mine, ive made it quite clear that I have two options open to me, but promised doctors and macmilan I wont do nothing silly until I have done my final bit for Ruthy today, but why should I grieve when there is a way out, now if any o
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funeral next Wednesday. ive kept her waiting and let her down, but ive just come out of stoke hospital ive had a stroke, me a stroke cant remember last tim,e I had a cold, im lonely
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I envy you pal pleased for you, keep em coming
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hey up matey, im just reading through my topic again, a place at your Christmas table, what an offer and thanks very much, look matey the funeral should be next week, and once that's over with, Im looking to get away from this place I cannot stand living here any more, do you know of any rented accommodation where you are a long shot I know mate but im desperate
my number is 01782 722404
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Pm incoming mate !!
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pleased for you Neil
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im that hungry, I could the fekin tea towel
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only just seen this Neil, don't think I was on my comp much then, glad they did you proud atb keith
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what a bloody day, I had a 10 o clock appointment at the registrars office to get the death certificate the questions they fired at me was out this world, anyways I needed 4 certificates for for pensions department and insurance and so on, that will be 44 pounds sir payable by card only, only cash on me so I had to leave go back home for my cash card,back to the registrars office and start the procedure all over again then onto sorting out my poll tax rent water rates, plus other stuff, was told I had to get my bank card altered my name on it only, went into the bank told em my wife had pas
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I said maybe the topic had run its course and thanked you all, but after a wicked 2 years and don't get me wrong, id do it all over again for her, to have posts like this put in front ofme and an offer of a weekend stay with newkid, words fail me, I don't believe in god or out like that, but as they say a dying man clutches at straws and if ruthy is looking down at this lot, she would bless you all thank you fireman
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cant do much at this time mushroom until the funeral is over.its not showing respect for Ruth I haven't the rights to be happy once again as yet
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what wouldn't I give fer some of that matey, there is a similar pic of me out in the sunset taken by ruthy, not been out for yonks its in my blood, being outdoors dog n ferret, cant see me getting there again, but I can dream eh. can anyone find my pic
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starting to regret posting this topic now, I didn't come on here reaping up memories for those of you that have lost loved ones, so I apologise for any stress I have caused, selfish of me, now the bit about the walk depths of winter wasn't my idea, but was suggested to me by a neighbour
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always paid my way in life, I owe nobody nowt, they want money they will get it, ok lads, topic has run its course I think now, you must be getting pissed of with it, so thanks to all of you for listening to me, I was planning wait till the depths of winter get myself up on them Scottish moors bottle of whisky, and go sleep, but a certain member on here has put a stop to that thanks keith
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the overpaid benefit I owe back Wilf is from the pensions department, its a pension I got for looking after ruth on my own, and was paid into my account the day after ruth passed I told them in the beginning I didn't want paying for looking after my wife, but they insisted and it did help, it saved the district nurses coming in every day to change her dressing nothing I couldn't handle and it was ruths wish about 320 quid I owe back
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duggie mac just gone, good lord above, what a day in front of me tomorrow, death certificates here death certificates there over paid benefits want paying back, but duggie mack are coming with me, brilliant they are, I will answer the pms ive got later lads I have to go out now, thank you
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got duggie mac with me at the moment wilf sorting my finances out, I have nobody except ruths daughter and granddaughter read my topic they have never been near I texted ruths daughter informing her of her mums death as of yet no reply
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mum dead dad dead sister dead brother dead,
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macmillan are coming to see me this morning, I did post the fact earlier thanks
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never in a million years did I ever envisage such kind and thoughtfulness from the hunting life and I cant thank you all enough what id like you all to do for me now, is live your lives to the full, go hug your husbands wives , please do not think of me as an attention seeker, i just need to offload my thoughts somewhere whatever i have written here is the truth, i will never lie to you nobody can help me, ruths passing has brought many memories of my families ruth cannot be brought back, end of, im not about to do anything daft, i struggled with her for 2 years, the last year horrendous i sti
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see a doctor you say jukel, on the day of her death I was down at the doctors at 7 50 am, she was in that much distress, never saw a doctor that day, they sent out the district nurse instead, than duggie mack came, duggie mack are visiting me today
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nobody can help me dytkos you must know all of you it makes sense, but you wont say it its of great comfort to me knowing there is a way out
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her daughter Karen, she new her m mum was dying she hasn't been to this house in over 5 weeks now never texts to see how we are, her granddaughter georgina its been over a year now since she has been to visit, it was ruths birthday last may, no card or f**k all for ruths birthday, how that poor lady must have felt, I felt for her,i took ruths rings of her finger cos the was swelling up, her dying wishes were give em Karen her daughter that's the kind of lady ruthy was even though she had turned her back on her mum, she still considered her daughter
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its the way she died that's done it for me, she didn't go in peace,she died in agony in my arms in front of the district nurse and macmillan, nowt they could do cos I had given her the legal dose of morphine, a good 20- mins I cradled her in f***ing agony gasping for breath
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if it wasn't for the funeral coming up, id be gone now, ive got nowt but greif and loneliness in front of me, ok im a loner but we spent 30 odd years together I even heard her shouting for me last night twice, no idle threats here enough is enough do last right thing by her then its im joining her I want to be with her again, sorry lads but I need to offload my thoughtssomewhere I feel really f***ing ill
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every time I go into the living room the red light on my sky box is recording summat for the rest of the week, don't suppose she could face the fact she wouldn't be around to view em
