Randolph
It's very hard,and I know firsthand.Unless you were fortunate enough,for your best friend to be your father,it's a hard thing to understand.You see things,think of things that you want to call or go to tell him,then you realize.What is important,he knew how you felt,and I know he felt the same towards you.When you get down,think of some of those good times,like when he had a laugh at your expense,i know mine had plenty,and you will always miss him,but you will get on as he wants you too.
You will be sad,and miss him,cause he wants you to,he cant be replaced.But you will do better