Thanks dido
Well the seasons over now so get some proper work in as for women iv had enough of them for a while tbh n them dating sites are not really for me although I have dabbled.
Definitely a downward depressing spiral like you say n so quickly to, it's all about the kids for me tho n the only way I can explain it is if you can imagine iv just had them for 8 days 24 7 all that laughter n contact n fun n hearing daddy a hundred times a day n all the hugs plus they've had me in stitches n now suddenly they've gone n so far aswell n also it could be months before I have them for a