I really dont have the time to get stressed, and on the odd occasions when i do, i just think of the loved ones ive lost, mum, dad, brother , sister , and my dear wife, in her 30s, and thank my lucky stars im still in good health and able to do what i want in my retirement, my partner aint in the best of health so i do most things here, but come afternoons, thats my time, and i completely shut off, i did my best for those that have gone, it gives me some help, am i a miserable owd git, far from it, ive yet to meat anyone who loves life more than me