Am not a bad lad mate.made many f**k ups with loved ones and folk I care about.very selfish to 27. Tryed to change for the better I did so. .maybe a battle with myself am going fro here mate..the good the bad...who noes
My mam and dad are good folk.dad works 10 hours a day 5 day a week.don't drink or smoke.mams 62. Works part time mosts days.five hours .sisters both good work hard.f**k nos what happens to me.came from a good famly though.my minds just not the same as most.I lived most my life strong .hit 27 and boom woke up feeling I was dieing. Still wake up that way.
Not depression mate..it's this anxiety.. Your right though a good kick up the arse may do me some good..but it won't get rid of my anxiety mate...Internets a funny thing as I can come on here and it's not real as such.f**k going to stand up in front of a load more like me..hi.my names Jamie and all that..lol.a a happy bloke .my mind plays f**k with me.. AL deal with that.I live a normal life..just some demons what like to play when an alone.
Internet's not real to me d so I find no problem chatting shit to a phone screen mate.that's why I find it strange lads wanted to go of line now and then...been there myself a few times though lol
Not for me mate..some times exceptence gos along way...to live is to suffer...and on that note anoth about me... Lol..it's Ken I worry about with keeping of that wine...lol...
Very true mate.before I had my lad full time.I worked 12 hours a day one day of every 13. Made supervisor at the power plant and on great money.passed my test.got a car ..life was good..had alot of stress since and f**k me over think like f**k but as said finding it hard to get work what works round school...
Its a big part of my life mate...I carnt help having it but can help the drinking.alot more folk suffer with anxiety than you would think.quite a few on here too.
Don't think I ever gave my meds time to work,went doctors the other week to get my meds dropped from 100 mil done to 50 as the blew my head of.gave me vits also but I never bothered.ready today though lol
Av decided to lock myself away for a week.fill the freezer up and restart taking my propper madicahen raffer than this bullshit self madecating. 3 Rd days all ways the worse but enythings got to be better than relying on a f***ing can of Stella to make me feel better.sick to death of it. Must of drank more than halfbmy life.had anoth now.