sorry to here you've had it tough, they never tell you lifes going to be like that when your a kid eh! My dad told me the year before last when i was very depressed & had lost just about everything, home family etc that 'this is life, it will get good again, then shit again, then good again...' he was right.
Sod all that though! what a goss & what a pere! Are you dual imprinting then jasper? WHEN and i mean WHEN! I get a goss i'd like a dual imprint.
Love the pere, the bird in my other thread is a ray turner bred gyr/saker - pere, he's a little tiercel all being well this will