PUTTING IT AWAY

[bigmac 97kt 13,730]

Thats it for me for a little while lads

last few times iv been out iv only shot one rabbit

just got to much going on in my head its like a spinning top at the min .

nats not good at the moment every thing is shutting down now and she needs 24 hour care now

called into see her the other morning and she was screaming with the pain

i had to walk out in tears Any. one thats been there will know what i mean its not nice to see or hear

docs have told her she will go down fast in the next few weeks .

So im putting the rifle away and not going out for a few weeks or months

Im going to lose my little girl soon and i cant do f**k all about it

she is only 36 but she will all ways be my little girl lads

im her dad and i cant even take her pain away unless i take her life

Im not in a good place at the moment so i think its best i hang my hunting boots up for now lads

ill still be on here if any of you need help or any thing .

atvbmac

 

[FOXHUNTER 5,020]

So sorry to hear that mate , I'm nearly in tears myself reading this.  I cant imagine your pain , my daughter is 23 and I don't know how I would cope if it was me.

[Kalibrgun 927]

Ffs not good at all. Atb to you and family in this unimaginable time. If and when you get back up to shooting I've a big rabbit perm I get out to once a week that's crawling just message me when your up to going again I'll put you a day or few on. My little girl is 5 and couldn't imagine what your going through. Just don't do anything daft

Edited November 14, 2020 by Kalibrgun

[philpot 4,925]

You know Trish and myself are here on the end of the phone Jimmy, we are thinking of you all mate. Let us hope Natalie gets her wish to pass away in her sleep as she doesn't deserve to be going through all this pain.  

Heartbreaking !!!!

Phil

[foxdropper 17,092]

Life can be so cruel at times .Went through same with my mum swigging out the bottle of morphine .You’ve been there mate ,that’s the main thing .All our thoughts are with you .

As Foxy said ,don’t know what I’d do if it was my daughter .

[tomburras 2,721]

Really sorry to hear this jimmy  iv lost my best family members like this. It only happens to the best people. I dread to think how it must feel when its your daughter - it doesnt even bear thinking about. Keep getting outdoors is great for your mental health. Your in my thoughts. Wish you and your family all the very best. 

[mark williams 7,549]

Oh Jimmy, I know exactly how you are feeling buddy.

               Be strong for her and your family mate.

                                 Mark.

               

 

                             

[villaman 9,979]

Nothing I can say or do to Make it better Jimmy , my heart goes out to you and your family , but we will be here as and when you feel the right time to come back .  

[forest of dean redneck 11,183]

Can’t imagine why your going through 

but I do understand no parent wants to outlive their children an like villa said we are hear off you need to get something off your chest

[Baldcoot 2,352]

So sorry to hear this Jimmy ,thoughts and best wishes with you both at this horrendous time.

We are all here if you need a chat or an ear to bend atb Iain and Debbie 

[Gaoler 83]

I don’t know you personally like your above friends, other than through my posts and the advice given to me, but my thoughts are with you & your family, I am a parent too and feel your pain.

[dytkos 17,530]

So sad to read that, my thoughts are with you, heartbreaking.

D.

[j j m 6,479]

stay strong bud you know where i am if i can help,andrea and olivia send there best wishes mate

[Sausagedog 7,381]

Take care buddy.

( I don't visit here often).

 

[David.evans 5,323]

Jimmy 

you’ve got my number ( Any time mate )